basketball

streetball.
when was the last time i ball... so fuckin long ago.
can't even shoot from beneath the rim.
saturday morning this week.
game with the youngs.
can die....... but brings back memory.

i know.

its somebody's day.

maybe...

should have try out that yahoo thing right... $$$
nvm, not good with words.

ok, i'm fickle minded...

i need more protostar.

thanks.

i got really got no cash to get any more.

if anyone got any to trade... consider?

still _|_

unblocked.
but still, _|_
talk, fine, don't talk, no diff.

_|_

my tolerance for you is done.
think about what you've said lately.
blocked.
friends? how to? motherfucking mouth.

yoyoing.

sy blog keeps me going.
because its a responsibility.

no worries kids.

i'm good.

i'm hardly affected by anything.

hardly anyone can get me really affected.

so chill people.

thanks to few who, wow, actually show some concern, i thought i was a cb... ha.

filming got to be done. no matter what. a promise is a promise.

its becoming like a job, i can't leave it lying, even though i don't get paid.

soon to be...

62%.
quick. i need it badly. maybe.

be clear.

can't be weak when your loved ones are already are.

gotta stay clear minded, stay strong, be firm.

so that you can be there for them.

ok...

i'ma die a horrible death. i guess.
"no" "no" "no"

hi people.

27%

73% more.
speed's slow.

pray. hard.

lets do it together. ok?

mini yoyo. again.

sample yoyo.

Pixy. from Dream-Yo.

yet another mini yoyo. just suddenly felt like posting this. yoyo post. ha.
this is pretty... unique? yoyo wrapped up like ferrero rocher.

not gonna write a review anytime soon. hard to play with. need some getting used to.

talking about yoyos... haven't really BOUGHT one lately. been long.
hoping to do some tee. SY. tee. for owners. maybe enough cash, for reps too.
but this is not priority... there's other priority. maybe after that.

life's tough.

you're tougher.

i'm still me.

i've always been like this. trust me. i'm still me. don't make assumption. know me more.

helpless.

fuck.

.

.

flag counter.

looking at it. i always wonder who are the people from other country that reads my blog.

bad condish.

i'm in bad condish.
was hurting in the chest area before, during, and after syyc. hurts when drinking, hurts when eating, hurts suddenly doing nothing.
now gotten better.
but, left shin hurts real bad when running. why just left shin, no fuckin idea. it never hurt so bad.
i'm already very bad at running, no stamina, not fast, now this problem, even worse. hurt so much i couldn't continue at all, even after slowing down and contnue with walking, it hurts.
bad condish. bad condish. aging. aging. dying. dying.

back here.

yes. back here. no whys no hows, just back here.

2007/2010

2007 MYYC.

2010 SYYC.

same people, same expression, different position.

change?

have not seen me like this?

i have not changed.

i've always been like this.

not entirely cb all the time.

its just a side of me you spinners have not seen.

its a side of me outside of yoyo.

have doubts, ask me.

few but not all. i know there's talking behind me, when i'm not around, and its those i've help.
so much for helping?

if i've done enough for you, i think its time i stop.
if i have not, i'll consider.
you want to talk shit about others, go ahead, me? someone who help you out, small time if not big?
if you guys read this, great, if not, fine.

yes, i don't usually give a damn how others think, i still don't.

but thinking i've did so much, i'm a little upset over it.

to me its much, since it doesn't really benefit me.

i still sincerely wish you all good luck on your career and i mean it, don't let my effort go to waste.

i'm just done helping those.

weights.

if u can't handle it, release. or you'll hurt yourself, real bad.

_|_

fuck it.

yoyo?

3 days left?

i just realise. how much i don't care about nationals this year.

no one knows why.

many asked me if i've train.

sorry, my mind's occupied.

many thinks i given up on qualifying.

many still joke about it.

so? many thinks i care.

few knows i don't.
i don't care about alot of things, but now i don't care about alot more.