had a dream.
i dreamt of you... after so long since we last met up. the last time was your bday rite? 2005 bday.
in the dream... when we met, you look at me, looks speechless, then came whispering into my ears, 'i gave birth to a baby...". although i knew, but its still hard, somehow, to hear this coming out from you...
plus, i gotta act like i din't know.
meeting you again in dream was nice. sounds silly, i know...
but i think its easier then in reality, in dreams, we're usually not disturbed.
sid says you'll meet us in time to come... can't wait to see you again... i miss you... but, i'm still figuring out how i should react when i see you.
and sid, hey... i know i'm not suppose to do a shout out on this thats why i used this font... but don't worry, i posted this not because i still got feelings for sihui... i just need to get this of my chest...