all of u don't seems to understand. its not that i don't want to find a job. i got a competition coming near... its not as if i can ALWAYS get to attend Big competition like this. I've already missed 2 years. and this year i'm lucky enough because its held in Singapore. i saw some jobs but its temporary 2 MONTHS. i interview, then work, then within 2wks i tell them i need to take FOUR DAYS OFF FOR COMPETITION. which employer would accept that. u tell me. u all never try to understand what i'm saying. all u think of me is i'm enjoying slacking off. friends outside like to joke as well. you all think its funny? its just that i din't want to get angry over it. then family member like to use the word 败家子 on me, sounds nice to u is it? if iin your heart i'm really a 败家子, fine. i'll be one.don't freaking keep asking me to find job because i'm a fucking 败家子. 操机拜!
after this competition i'll go find a freakin job. but if i'm not happy with it don't give me that 'got job don't want do' kind of face. like v.hive. i've said within 2wks of working that i don't like it. stil, i work for 9months. working 9months isn't long, working 9months in a place where u decide to leave within 2wks of starting work is long. and don't keep telling me there's job when its fulltime retail. I've already said, i'm applying for a course, if full time, i'll barely got time to work. i choose part time, BUT STILL, its Sat. retail need sat and sun. u don't get it? or is it u want me to find a retail job then forget about studying. FUCK.i have a reason for not wanting to work. as a family, you still want to think i'm giving excuses, fine, go ahead. its not the first time i'm disappointed.