been long.

been long. iamjayson.blogspot is no longer taken up by that mp3 thing.
but iamjayson.blogspot is also no longer available for use as a url. no idea why.

anyway. should i ask? i guess not, even if i'm out of concern, i'll get attitude anyways.

time to take a break. time to sleep.
done with all.




on a side note.

i've been shitting blood. stool with lotsa blood. sometimes it seems like little clots.
hair have been falling too.
symptoms of some cancer.
come to think of it. i achieve nothing in life. i spend my time on passion and doting someone who's not even related to me. and not being appreciated.
lets say if its really cancer. um. not like losing me is a big issue.

ha. night.