sign on sign on.

everytime like to ask me sign on.

as if being treated like dogs by some fucking warrents officers and officers during ns isn't enough.

and y'all still dare say go where work also will be treated like dogs.

you can talk reason with your boss at work.

you can screw your boss at work.

you can QUIT your job.

but you fucking have to pay back if you want to break the fucking bond. who's gonna pay?!

no one! i'm gonna stick to the bond! even IF i don't like the lifestyle. which chances are high.

i can screw my superior too, but i can get charged too. its dark inside there. you don't know what the regulars are doing in there.

go ahead and say things aren't that bad, i'm thinking too much.

if its true my nsf life would have been real fucked up.

well thats because i'm lucky enough.

I understand i'm grown up, i need to think, AND I'm fucking thinking most of the time.

i may look relax most of the time, like i don't care less.

but i'm constantly thinking about the future. don't talk as if i'm real happy i don't need to contribute to the family.

DON'T. I know y'all care about me and want me to think about my future. I'm Thinking. constantly. but i don't need to show it, do i?

AND YES, i quit my job, but can you understand at all? with a management that can't fucking help the staff, and with superior that only want 'dogs' who won't fight back, no matter how they do things... they already blacklist me cuz i screw em off for giving me nonsense. in this situation, who would stay and work?

i'm tired. cause y'all still assume i don't think. and continue talking about it like i really din't.

if you really want me to sign on, fine, i'll go ahead. but its against my will. you already know i HATE y'all mentioning signing but you still keep doing so.

i'm tired.

put me to sleep.

i don't want to wake up.