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no more.

yoyos. for u.

expected.

but no complains as long as we get to hang out.
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get well soon

although i don't know whats up.
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πππ

watched concert today.

before that, my initial plan was to go shop, and then,  meet sis and mum.

but they said to watch a movie before i told them i wanna go shop, so i went ahead with it.

wasn't totally into the concert.

but anyway, saturday passed.

am going shop tomorrow.

hopefully tomorrow's a good day.

≈≈≈

friday's over thanks to yoyo session with Darrell and guys.

saturday and sunday left.

come to think of it...

you were the first person to ever let me lose all my mood, not wanting to eat, can't do anything.

until now i still regret not being able to go to punggol park and accompany you when you need someone.

i love beach because the beach reminds me of you. i have no idea why.

random.

the first time...

i don't look forward to a contest.

syyc.

why?

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Ես երբեք չեմ զգում եմ, որ դուք ասում ինձ քո խնդիրը կազդի ինձ.
Ես պարզապես ուզում եմ Ձեզ թույլ բաներ դուրս, հուսալով, դուք կզգաք ավելի լավ.
Երբեմն մարդիկ պարզապես անհրաժեշտ է աղմուկով զվարճանալ, որպեսզի զգալ ավելի լավ.
չեն պահում ամեն ինչ ներսում ձեր սիրտը.
որ բոլորը ուզում եմ ասել, ...
բայց. եթե դուք իսկապես ուզում եք ինձ թող ձեզ լինի.
լավ է, ես թող ձեզ լինի.
Ես գիտեմ, որ ոչինչ չեմ կարող անել.
փորձում եմ ողջունել ձեզ, բայց ես ձախողվել, այնպես որ, իրոք, այլ բան չեմ կարող անել, ես գուշակել.
բայց ես այնտեղ էր կրկին բռնել ձեզ, եթե դուք աշնանը, եւ ոչ ոք ի այնտեղ էր կրկին բռնել եք.
այսօր մի վատ օր.

Yes yerbek’ ch’yem zgum yem, vor duk’ asum indz k’vo khndiry kazdi indz.
Yes parzapes uzum yem Dzez t’uyl baner durs, husalov, duk’ kzgak’ aveli lav.
Yerbemn mardik parzapes anhrazhesht e aghmukov zvarchanal, vorpeszi zgal aveli lav.
ch’yen pahum amen inch’ nersum dzer sirty.
vor bolory uzum yem asel, ...
bayts’. yet’ye duk’ iskapes uzum yek’ indz t’vogh dzez lini.
lav e, yes t’vogh dzez lini.
Yes gitem, vor voch’inch’ ch’yem karogh anel.
p’vordzum yem voghjunel dzez, bayts’ yes dzakhoghvel, aynpes vor, irok’, ayl ban ch’yem karogh anel, yes gushakel.
bayts’ yes ayntegh er krkin brrnel dzez, yet’ye duk’ ashnany, yev voch’ vok’ i ayntegh er krkin brrnel yek’.

and then...

you're offline.

when's the next time?

been long.

its been so long. so very long. that i've seen your name online on MSN.

i think years? not exaggerating.

the last time i saw u was months ago, at AMK hub.

i see your name online and want to talk to you.

but i don't know what to say.

i miss you so much. but i don't know what to say.

double click on your name, stare at the window. not typing any message.
missed the time we had conversation, and ends with a "big hugz".
.
.
.

nevermind.

so...

where are you?

come back.

been on holiday long enough?

i still have the nastiness.

but i need u back in me. the yoyo. the attitude. the heckcareness.

come back ar.

damn.

發洩

need a good streetball game like the good old ITE times to 發洩.

nothing else works best.

last friday?

me: i see myself quitting.

darrell: ...

finger crossed.

sicked.

the "don't fall sick" entry wasn't for me.

but i got sick.

don't feel nice getting sick.

OBVIOUSLY.....

monga phrase?

"你今天不玩死他們，你明天就會被他們玩死"

a catch phrase by monk, played by ethan juan in movie Monga.

reminds me what i told myself back in 2001.

"你如果要就玩死我，不然我活着會玩死你"

angsty teen last time.

don't fall sick.

last birthday?

i usually don't think alot about birthday. i sometimes asked friends, isn't it suppose to be the big day for mum instead of us? mum carry us for 9-10months. but ok, that aside, i don't see a big deal in birthday celebration.

but after watching ironman 2, the question hit me hard.

the question stark asked natalie, about how she would spend her birthday if it was her last?

how would i spend mine, if its my last, what would i want to do?
i don't know why it just hit me, amazing isn't it.

Smile!

妹子妹子妹子

for you!

.deneppahdabgnihtonepohi

clouds of hearts

妹子妹子妹子！

for you.

onebyone

classmates starts adding me onebyone.
we don't even talk.

жизнь засасывает. особенно, когда кто-то вам любовь и заботу чувствует вниз и там вы ничего не можете с этим поделать.

another fight? i see it coming anyway.
i can't be bothered anymore.

clouds are nice.

yes, switching to these for competing.

i still love my GM2s, 888s, Genesis, etc.

but i just seem to lose touch over them for competing already.

please don't screw me up.

loving these pictures.

looking at sky and clouds calms me down, keeps me stress-free, set my mind free.

做人。。。有時候要狠心点，才不會傷害自己。
如果有一天我對你狠心，請原諒我。

suddenly i feel useless, shitty.

thank god.

FUCK LA CB.

to the people that feel that i'm nasty, a fucka, an arse.

i apologize: sorry, if i look like i care.

להפסיק לומר שאתה כמו כלב!
איך אנשים אוהבים מאוהבים ב u ירגישו כשהם שומעים / רואים את זה?
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forum's becoming a mess. everyone's talking like they know everything.
"its like the one i tried at AP"
"i saw the prototype at AP"
"so and so used my yoyo and like it"
etc etc etc.
guys u're making yourself look like a fool.
somethings are not what u see.