i dreamt of you again... hum... its kinda different this time. its like... i was walking around, passing some shop, and pass a shop that you're in, but i din't go in to talk to you cuz i din't know if you wanna talk to me... i'm having negative thoughts... ha. so i was like, avoid that shop just in case you sees me... but in the end u end up entering the shop i went in. so we met and u starded talking to me... i forgot what we talk about... but i remember i was reluctant to talk. i din't know why... i'm not sure if i've really gotten over it. hum... or maybe i just miss my old friend too much... ha. can't wait to see you. but so what if i see you? lol no much topic.
had a dream. i dreamt of you... after so long since we last met up. the last time was your bday rite? 2005 bday. in the dream... when we met, you look at me, looks speechless, then came whispering into my ears, 'i gave birth to a baby...". although i knew, but its still hard, somehow, to hear this coming out from you... plus, i gotta act like i din't know. meeting you again in dream was nice. sounds silly, i know... but i think its easier then in reality, in dreams, we're usually not disturbed. sid says you'll meet us in time to come... can't wait to see you again... i miss you... but, i'm still figuring out how i should react when i see you. and sid, hey... i know i'm not suppose to do a shout out on this thats why i used this font...but don't worry, i posted this not because i still got feelings for sihui... i just need to get this of my chest...
