i'm glad...

you feel better now.

search results...

says 38.6 is fine... wtf.
please really rest well.
and let me know if you're feeling very unwell.

please.

get well soon.

fuck you, whoever you are, whatever it is.

worried.
sad.
hurt.
pbh.
L.

sky and clouds.

this time, i have my S90 with me.

this is SengKang's beautiful sky.

kites.

and then sunset.

one's...

clear headed and still being able to concentrate what one's doing

doesn't mean one's not affected.

. i can say...
. you're probably the only person who can get me affected this much.
. not that its all stuff you said.
. it includes your mood.
. i seriously feel down when you're down.
. like nothing i can do.
. i always say i don't give a "damn" about people.
. and its true.
. and i guess this is the first time i give a whole lot "damn" about someone.

yes.

ever felt...

when somebody post something on a blog or a tweet,
although she/he weren't refering to you, but you feel sad, hurt?
because of the contents in it.

...

ok.

first mac...

and its screen die on me.
apple care.

thanks.

Frances.

"one day..."

"one day... if i'm out of your life.
you probably wouldn't even realise i'm missing from your life."

"one day... if i becomes uncontactable.
it may mean the last time you saw me, was really the last time you'll ever see me."

"one day... if i pass on.
you probably wouldn't feel a lost at all."

its...

not dad.
its you.

i...

stil feel bad.

concert.

took lots of pictures.
seems like enjoying?
 

no.

first time i dread going to a concert.
its a friday.

i didn't really enjoy the concert.
my mind were on other things.

this entry was meant to be made last night... but there wasn't wifi available.

still...

so far from target...

i know...

you are saying that to make me feel better.

album name...

don't sound like something good.
nvm.

give up...

explaining.

i'm someone who doesn't like explaining myself.
its believe it or not.
but some time ago, i make an effort to explain something.
and it didn't seems to change anything?
and my effort to explain wasn't appreciated.
so why should i bother to explain... next time?

what the fuck!

video in presentation minus marks?!
what the fuck is this.
shouldn't the teacher inform the student before hand?
she spend lots of effort on it!

dammit. shouldn't have brought up the idea of using video in the presentation...
i screwed the whole thing.
you were doing good these days, really, memorising and stuff.
i tried to help, but seems like i didn't, instead i make things worse...

sorry...

2.30pm

hope the presentation went smoothly.
i believe you can do it.

good luck.

fade to white.

not my picture.
but this is wat happened to my macbook recently.
pretty often.
time to take go apple center.

sunset clouds

phone cam suck.
should have brought S90.

we saw...

Robert Pattinson on Omegle.

despicabe me agnes

the voice behind agnes.

there is...

wi-fi.
ok.

chris...

. . .

alright. fine.

nice night sky.

i like.

change of plan.

2 more months before new phone plan.

3Yo3 product.

3Yo3 product comes with a paper note.
with names...
(:

its...

already mid July.

new phone plan.

shall not wait for iphone 4.
should get a 3GS instead.
old doesn't mean no good.

monica?

hint from future?

note to self.

be cool about it.

i'm...

online.
then figured, there is no need of me being online.

threeeighttwofive.

something sounded so familiar.
but to the wrong subject.

i hate this.

seriously.

maybe turning in early will make me feel better.
nothing else ever make me feel so...

sometimes...

things just don't go the way you want it to.
even when its not about you.
even when you really wanted to help.
and something's there to stop you.

you could go ahead with it, actually.
but, it'll make things turn ugly, maybe.
because, things didn't want you to do it.

fuck.
please.
please have a solution...
please make it happen.
think.
please, think.
of a solution.

for you.

smile.
goodnight.

i...

am. home?

Frances.

thanks.

you have no idea...

how scared i was.
how afraid i was.
how...

i...

may need a successor to the yoyo blog.
otherwise, there's always other blog to read. right?

fuck off.

all of you. just tonight. thanks.

out.

lunch at some buffet place, kishi kishi? or something like it.
movie after that. but minds occupied.

there are things...

that i can't be bothered anymore. fucked up people don't change.
that i can't care anymore. not that i don't want to. but i seriously just can't... anymore...
that i don't give a fuck. or people that i don't give a fuck. like you. you. and you.
that i hope, not i wish, will remain the same. and i sincerely wish so.
that i hope will end, stop, whatever. but probably also something that i can't care anymore. learn to just let it be.
that i hope to accomplish fast. but plans didn't go as follow. so please.


school reopens soon. dread.

so...

ulterior motive?
WAHAHAHA.
wow. great imagination.
alright alright.
seriously? wow.
FLAME ON!
enough shit.
i ain't change one bit.