Happy 20th Birthday to Fion Tan 妹子! 妹子妹子妹子！ 好久沒這樣叫妳了！
so sorry couldn’t afford to get any present for you! but you know i love you lots don’t you, and you’re very important to me! you&me, we’re special in a way. (You know I know)  ♥
hope to see you tomorrow!
愛死妳！

bad day.

i spoil your day.
i practically ruin your day.
i...

...

trust me. i know how it feels.
helpless. useless. willingness to trade my lifespan if it can give you true happiness.
don't say i don't know. don't say i don't understand.
i've been through it. umpteen times.

心疼的眼神。

i...

miss my old phone.

yesterday...

night was a bad one. sick. failed to do stuff.
today wasn't really a good one either.

not in form...

threw up last night's dinner. undigested.
diarrheoa.
bodyache.
rush for toilet many times.
its not even stool.
brown water. yes disgusting.
brown sticky water.
with bits of last night's rice. undigested rice.
head hurts now.
bad form.
it hurts going to the toilet now.
blood.
too much info.
ha.
weak. body. need. rest.
tomorrow will be alright.

went to...

send macbook for repair today. trip alone. sometimes it helps to be alone. think about stuff. sort things out. wander about. relax the mind.

everything.

will be fine.

testing....

from iPhone app...

this is a...

crucial month.
there'll be things i can't accomplish.
and i hate it.
need. try. hard.