Saturday, October 08, 2011

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i'm done. give up. I've spend so much effort saving something's that's not mine but yours, if you're not cherishing it, no matter how hard I try to save, it won't make a difference. . . .

Thursday, October 06, 2011

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used to it. haha.

Monday, October 03, 2011

been long.

been long. iamjayson.blogspot is no longer taken up by that mp3 thing.
but iamjayson.blogspot is also no longer available for use as a url. no idea why.

anyway. should i ask? i guess not, even if i'm out of concern, i'll get attitude anyways.

time to take a break. time to sleep.
done with all.




on a side note.

i've been shitting blood. stool with lotsa blood. sometimes it seems like little clots.

hair have been falling too.
symptoms of some cancer.
come to think of it. i achieve nothing in life. i spend my time on passion and doting someone who's not even related to me. and not being appreciated.
lets say if its really cancer. um. not like losing me is a big issue.

ha. night.